Im tired of it all. Today is the last time i will ever look in to a mirror and see the deformation that once was my face. I tryed everything with no succes. I am 27 years old and im suffering acne since i was 12. It started 2 months after my 12th birthday and it never stopped [ not once]. I took roccatune, tetracicline and a dozen other medicens with no prevail. I had 2 type's of heavy skil peelings also with no succes. The skin teraphist said i just have to live with it. But i really cant. When i riding the bus or train i catch people just looking at my face with disgust. I cant look people in the eye when im talking with them and girls just take 1 glance at me and look away. I am confronted with my acne scars everyday 24/7. When i shave i cant leave my room for 2 days because my face needs to recover from shaving. I lost my social life, i pretty much live a digital life. I thought alot about just ending it but never had the courage untill a few days ago when a girl i was talking on chat with said ppl with acne disgusts her and that it basicly makes he trow up. Her words made me realize i am not fit for this world and that going on will only make me suffer more. My soul has lost its will of living. I am Going to hit post comment and take a final meal. I wish all people that posted their story here alot of good luck. And i thank you all for letting me read your stories. I wish i was mentally as strong as you.

Please read my medblog--Instructions for the patient of Acne.

I Confess that i am used to think to get myself disappear from the damn world . because of acne problem . now my acne is mostly healed ,but they leaved scars instead.

I'm usually positive and confident, but I'd have to admit the sudden acne outbreak to my skin is giving me suicidal thoughts. I'm 19 this year, and I have passed my teen age quite a couple of years [which my skin was totally clear throughout those years] which leads me not understanding what the hell is happening to me now!! I'd often recall back on how good, clear and bright my skin was, just about half a year ago... In my departmental store where I used to work, and customers frequently praised me for my fair and clear complexion. Now, I'm not saying anyone has commented about my skin, but I just feel so insecure and inferior! Especially when I stand under bright lights, sunlight and places with bad-lighting. No matter how much I try to cover the spots of acne up, it shows and there goes down my confidence! I miss my confident self, my good complexion and my happy nature. I don't usually seek help on the internet, but this time I really do. Please help.